; history that i wished could last a little longer
From today's events I can tell who's there for me, who's not and who I feel is just treating me as a (to be crude) spare tire.
And I finally accepted the fact (after much attempts to ignore so) that I'm both impatient & impulsive. Something has to be done about it, not for others, but for my own sake. I want to change, I want to learn how to be a better person. My change shall start today.
I pissed you off once again and I really didn't mean it. I find that your promising future is getting wasted but oh well what can I say, its your life not mine.